update

Hey
Havent blogged for A G E S. lol.
did a mega meditation last night and wow! managed to get to five chakras which was A M A Z I N G. lol. did a short meditation in the bath and i got a flash of turquoise in the water. we have no turquoise in the bathroom so it cant have been a reflection. wooooo.
callum has been trying to get me to think that i'm doing something wrong being pagan and all that. seems to think that it is satan's influence. who? i dont even believe in a devil. sometimes wish he would shut up about it to be honest. but i dont want to hurt his feelings. *sigh* i appreciate his concerns but i just dont want them at the moment. other than the whole religion thing hes a great pal so i maybe shouldnt fret. was a bit down on thursday morning because i kinda dwelled on the satan thingy overnight. was a tad depressed, then got angry, then just plain pissed off. oh well.
sorry about the swearing. if i'd blogged that night there would have been TONNES more. thats why i didnt. lol. i'm just letting off steam so bear with me.
i think my mum knows. we were shopping last week and i went to look at tarot cards for christmas and lo and behold there were books on paganism, wicca and spells. she seemed genuinely interested so yay!!!!!! havent actually said "I am Wiccan" but i guess she wont be tooooooooo freaked out. just my dad to work out now. hmmm.... that could be slightly more difficult. and interesting.
am mega organised for christmas this year. lol. a wiccan celebrating christmas. ha ha ha. anyway. i bought prezzies for mum, dad, wee bro, sammy, steph (a and m), kirsty, heather, callum and rachel. i must have spent about 50 quid. oh yeah - bought something for myself. lol. do that every year so i know i at least have one thing under the tree. lol. my bro still owes me 4 quid for the joint prezzie for mum and dad. hmm... will need to remind him. not that i'm short of money or anything. lol.
will need to go.
promise to blog in the next week or so.
ciao
love and bless
Sorche